not feeling it – so…

a knot in my chest keeps

tying a panicked rhythm

down – as beats scream –

·

echos rattling fragile bones

tightness spreading into

the emptiness expanding

·

gripping at rib prison bars

my sanity is pacing empty

while imagining being full

·

breath still holds me open

as my fringe curls toward

collapse – letting all go, go

·

mind’s eye on an unknown

finish line just out of bounds

the squeaky wheel’s turning

·

poor cosmic rodent sucking

down liquid dillusion spiked

novocaine and white sugar

·

·

·

hungry for something hated

innocence only to be jaded

do not want to feel like this

·

·

do not want to feel like this

sick, confused, can’t deal

like this, I’m not feeling it

·

not feeling it, what of it is

·

hungry, damn famished

no longer just an innocent

·

truth persists noxiously

I’m gagging on my tongue

trying to spit chunks out

·

·

not playing games so I am

forfeiting every competition

it’s not losing unwanted wins

·

·

·

can’t make me want for any

·

I’ll manifest my own choice

·

cornering me blossoms wings

·

not feathers, bright gleeming

·

dynamically refreacting scales

·

thorns and poison tipped claws

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