Inner Turbulence

I have been more… Emotional, intuitive, empathic? I’ve been MORE lately to be sure. It’s been causing disruptions in my relationships and constantly distracting me.

I feel frayed. Reactive… Even explosive at times.

Out of control…

I’ve been feeling dissapointed. With love, trust and friendship… With plans undone and not yet sure… With myself – my bristling behavior and consuming outbursts…

Yet, I’ve been good. I’m fine with it. All of this chaos seems right…

I haven’t mentioned it yet, but I put a lot on the table this last full moon. I intended to release, let go and dismantle all that might hold me back from fully expressing my enlightenment… To come back to BEing, to unlearn my discontentment and rekindle my natural rhythms.

All of these hightened sensitivities are opportunities. I can now notice the ways my ego is sneakily trying to edge its way into controlling my life. It’s not about the big things so much any more – it’s the small stuff, the details and every nook and cranny of my existence.

So, I welcome the tremors. I embrace the discomfort, the changes and the lack of changes… Onward through this dark night, until again the light of day illuminates the path with glory…

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