Tag: hope

A Prayer of Surrender

take out forgotabout

things tucked behind

in corners undusted

crammed into shapes

foreign to themselves


remember the ways

hope clings to truth

look other directions

away and far passed

promises to be better


fail 10,000,000 times

leave off fear of fear

releasing ego’s karma

forgiving to be forgiven

accepting I’m ALL too


as simple as breathing

taken for granted, yet

persistently graceful

free of conditional love

always fully available


accepting the opening

allowing the trembling

aching to move, meant

massaging the pains in

integration of my fall

Getting Good News

Today I heard from a mentor of mine. He was checking in to see if I’d be attending the next Apotheosis retreat in Costa Rica this June. I have been hoping against hope to get there, but hadn’t seen a way to do so… Yet.

Recently, during a meditation, Pachamama told me something that made me believe I would be back in the jungle this summer. Her healing presence surrounding me, she whispered: “you will not go as you are. You will go as you be. Come.” So, on faith I set my sights of discovering my beingness – trying to strip away all that I am or “are” to get back to my simple yet whole essence of existence. I must have been on the right track…

And/or my mentors/friends at High Existence are really and truly AMAZING individuals who continue to find ways to elevate me, even from afar and especially when I need them most. Blessings to my incredible global tribe!