“Tonight is the first of three nights, on which we celebrate Samhain. It is the end of the harvest, the last days of summer, and the cold nights wait on the other side for us. The bounty of our labor, the abundance of the harvest, the success of the hunt, all lies before us. We thank the earth for all it has given us this season, and yet we look forward to winter, a time of sacred darkness.”

Gaia

In yesterday’s post, I explored the meaning of the end/beginning of the Pagan year as marked by Samhain. Today I’d like to give you some more information about the Sabbat itself, including some modernized traditions to help you celebrate mindfully in just a couple days.

In these considerations, like I touched on yesterday, it’s important to remember that darkness and death are essential parts if this Pagan holy day. So much so that in addition to meaning “summer’s end” Samhain is also historically the name of a Celtic diety known as the “Lord of Darkness.” It was traditionally believed that on this night, this diety roamed the earth collecting the departed souls of those who had died throughout the year.

This historical belief directly contributed to the celebrations of the Sabbat to the same degree harvest and the changing of seasons did, but in arguably more gruesome and morbid ways. As I provide the variety of potential observations of this Sabbat below these distinctions will become more obvious. Please keep in mind the beauty and opportunities the darkness offers from the Pagan perspective as well, and you may even be able to spot the ways in which fear has affected and distorted these practices over time for yourself.

My Top 13 Samhain Rituals

#1 – Reflection

As I mentioned yesterday, Samhain marks the end and thus the beginning of Pagan years, making it the opportune time for reflection. In addition to being the most important and impactful, this is also one of the simplest rituals on this list. Simply get out a journal and spend some time thinking back over the past year:

  • What were your intentions at this time last year?
  • What have been the major milestones, changes and decisions you have made this year?
  • Has your year had a theme?
  • What do you consider your “harvest” for this year and how does that inspire you to prepare for the upcoming year?

Keep asking questions and make note of anything that feels important, no matter the degree.

This is a powerful ritual that can be done by anyone, and it has a multitude of benefits. By reflecting we are giving ourselves the opportunity to let the lessons of our past really sink in, essentially making the meaning of our lives for ourselves and opening up our awareness to more recognition, gratitude and mindfulness.

#2 – Divination

Much like reflection, divination gives us the opportunity to pause, consider and then consequently become more purposeful with our lives. A simplified way of thinking about divination is as the counterpart to prayer: with prayers, you are offering messages concerning your needs, wants and concerns to the divine, whereas with divination you are opening yourself up to recieve messages about such things from the divine.

Divination is available to all of us through tools like astrology and numerology, and you may also find yourself drawn to Oracle or Tarot cards, pendulums and Runes as well. There is no necessity to have a Diviner do a reading for you, just that you come to the divine channel honestly, humbly and with an openness to recieve rather than a desire to control. If you would prefer, you can find someone who has been called to this art to assist you. I am happy to offer my services, both for in-person and astral sessions, if you should feel so inclined.

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Divination cannot reveal anything to you that you do not already know. It is not “fortune telling,” but rather tunes into the subtle superconscious and subconscious energies present in all of us. In this way, it helps us to see beyond our own biases to the truth that we ourselves may otherwise be blocking from our full consciousness. It is in this way another act of reflection, albeit one that also requires a much deeper surrender to divine guidance.

# 3-5 – Light Some Fires!

Traditionally, the Celts would put out all their lights (candle and fireplace flames) and then relight them using the Samhain bonfire. If you feel called and have the opportunity, a Samhain bonfire is a great tradition to partake in on the holy night. This can be considered symbolic of the old year ending and new year beginning, but fire itself has so much more to offer and is involved in other Samhain traditions as well.

“Ancient Celts marked Samhain as the most significant of the four quarterly fire festivals, taking place at the midpoint between the fall equinox and the winter solstice. During this time of year, hearth fires in family homes were left to burn out while the harvest was gathered.After the harvest work was complete, celebrants joined with Druid priests to light a community fire using a wheel that would cause friction and spark flames. The wheel was considered a representation of the sun and used along with prayers. Cattle were sacrificed, and participants took a flame from the communal bonfire back to their home to relight the hearth.”

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Another tradition involves burning white candles in the windows of homes to help “guide the lost souls” across the thinning veil to the otherworld. It’s easy to see how the belief in Samhain as the “Lord of Darkness” and gatherer of departed souls plays into that last tradition, but did you also notice the similarities in our own modern Halloween jack-o-lantern’s? The latter is actually even more morbid, given that faces where historically carved into turnips and gourds before candles or coal were placed inside in hopes that they would ward of “evil spirits” as they passed by homes. Personally, I find the white candles more of a pleasant gift of guidance for departed loved ones and ancestors, but don’t really feel called to fend off evil faery folk myself.

The final Samhain tradition I’d like to mention that involves fire (other than Sacrifice, but that’s covered below), is that of Hell Money. Now, try not let the nickname startle you, it’s actually quite a lovely practice. Traditionally, fire is seen as having the power to send things “across the veil” to the otherworld, so Pagans would burn objects denoting value in order to absolve the debts of their ancestors. Literally sharing their harvest with their departed loved ones the best they knew how. These sacrifices-by-proxy have been modernized into a ritual of creating symbolic currency which is then burnt for the same effect, and sometimes even to the effects of paying one’s own karmic, past- or present-life debts too.

#6-8 – Honor Your Ancestors

In addition to setting some white candles to burn on your windowsills and burning Hell Money for them, there are other ways Samhain traditionally encourages us to recognize and honor our ancestors. One of which has found its way into our modern Halloween much like the jack-o-lanterns have, and it’s actually the practice of wearing costumes! Pagans would often dress up as their ancestors as a way of honoring them. Like the turnips of old though, this also had a darker twist in some practices as well, and some Pagans dressed up as monsters to scare the “evil spirits” (or in some traditions, faeries seeking the soul’s of their ancestors) away from them just like the gourds were supposed to from their homes.

One of the most beautiful traditions I have found though is a simple and private one, and that is to make an altar that honors your ancestors. An altar is any surface that you have set aside as holy or sacred and can contain any items that help to consecrate it for that purpose, as well as items that represent things or beings you wish to honor. In modern times, we often only see altars in churches or synagogues, but they can still be found in the homes of Pagans as well. By creating an altar in your home, you are setting aside a bit of what you own for the divine, and by placing pictures of your ancestors there you are metaphorically placing them into the divine’s eternal loving care. This is not only an act of love and honor, but one of surrender to divine grace and wisdom as well.

Finally, another tradition intended to honor departed loved ones was that of offering them food. This could be done by placing bread, cookies or root vegetables on the ancestral altar, or by setting a plate of food for each ancestor at the Samhain feast. Often, both of these traditions were practiced. The uneaten food was then often dumped out for animals or given to the less fortunate and seen as a gift to these beings from the ancestors whom in was originally given to.

#9-11 – Celebrate Your Harvest

Often celebration of harvest was done through the Samhain feast. The food was gathered together, either as a village or by a family, and then shared in as a community. Gathering our harvest might look different in modern times, but it’s still an important and sacred practice. This is truly the spirit of the Reflection ritual that began this list. Take some time to review and consider your work this past year honestly. Rejoice in your breakthroughs and abundance, as well as note how you will improve your progress in the year to come.

An easy was of representing this concept in your Samhain rituals is to add symbols of your harvest to your altar. Pictures from your job, certificates or diplomas, and anything that holds meaning for how you have progressed this past year will do. Place these articles upon your sacred space and honor them as gifts from the divine.

That being said, feasting is still an important Samhain tradition! Take this opportunity to make a big meal for your family and friends, acknowledging them as an integral part of your harvest as well. As I mentioned in yesterday’s post, this time of year naturally supports more vulnerability and thus an appreciation for those others who will help us through the dark and cold months ahead too. Don’t fight it, give in and become a bit more tender and generous yourself.

Another beautiful way you might practice this tradition in this era is to donate to a local food drive, soup kitchen or other charity. We must not only acknowledge what we have but also be truly grateful for our blessings in order to make the decision to be generous and charitable. Sharing is the ultimate way to celebrate harvest.

#12 – Sacrifice

Akin to charity, but much more personal, a ritual of sacrifice is a powerful one at any time of year, but especially at this time of the Pagan New Year. Still, sacrifice is one of those commonly misunderstood concepts of modern Paganism. Yes, traditionally sacrifices could be gruesome and even included children, but this isn’t unlike the history of other religions (even Biblically, Abraham was called to sacrifice his son Issac by God himself) and I think the only safe assumption to make regarding this topic is that humans in general have made mistakes throughout history.

What has persisted throughout the changes of time however, is the concept of letting go and releasing attachments to the divine in faith. This can be a beautiful and powerful spiritual practice and doesn’t have to be complicated or morbid at all. Doing this type of ritual at Samhain provides extra potency to the intent because it symbolizes leaving the sacrifice behind in the past year as well as opening up in spacious faith to what the new year will contain.

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The Hell Money ritual, if done for you personally and not your ancestors, can be viewed as a sacrifice. Another option is to simply make a list of what you are letting go of and then burn it in your Samhain bonfire. Even the charity and generosity inspired by your harvest can be symbolic of your sacrifice. The key is merely your mindfulness and intention – if you are performing a ritual with the purpose of sacrifice, Spirit will know and respond accordingly.

#13 – Ceremony (and Singing)

Though “trick-or-treating” itself isn’t a tradition of Samhain, it’s roots are indeed Pagan as well. Villagers would go door to door collecting materials for the bonfire and feast, but instead of a catchphrase, they announced their presence by singing.

This is a tradition I wasn’t aware of a few years ago when I first began celebrating Samhain, yet I found myself writing songs at the side of my own bonfire whilst lighting white candles and burning hell money all the same. In this way, this forgotten tradition found a way back in to my own personal rituals though ceremony.

Ceremony is an intention that affects time in a similar way as to how an altar affects space: it sets it aside as sacred. By picking and chosing from these rituals, you can create for yourself your own Samhain ceremony with which to reclaim this Sabbat as your own personal holy day. If you like, perhaps you’ll even find yourself singing your way through the night like I do.

Creating Your Ceremony

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There is no right or wrong way. There are no rituals you must have and if you choose to merely acknowledge the passing of the Sabbat you will still be affected by the cycles and changes it represents. That being said, you also have the opportunity to put these cycles and changes to work through your purposeful intentions.

The best way to choose the rituals is just by “going with your gut.” If something “called to you” explore it more, and if some rituals were off-putting or uninteresting to you simply pass them by. Collect only those tools that feel authentic to your spirit and then set about preparing for your ceremony in the same way.

Some rituals, like altars and feasts, will require some forethought and planning, whilst others will only require your time on the holy night itself (bonefire, white candles, hell money, etc). Observe your spirit’s prompting and don’t force anything to be more complicated than it has to be. Just remember, this isn’t something you’re doing to yourself but rather, something you’re doing for yourself.

Blessed be my beloveds, enjoy!

It’s time. Time to harvest all that has been manifested since the darkest point of the year, 6 months ago. Time to prepare for the gradual turning inward as the days grow shorter for the next 6 months. It is the Summer Solstice here in the Northern hemisphere and on the Wheel of the Year, this is the node which correlates to the Full Moon energy of our monthly lunar cycles/phases.

Subtle but Saturating Significance

It is a time to reap what we have sown, but also a time to start thinking about the preparations we will need to make for the challenges and tribulations of the long, dark nights to come. This is a day of both celebration and commitment, of both looking back as well as forward. It is a chance to review our progress, reflect on our growth, reorient ourselves with our values and reestablish our devotion.

A powerful day indeed. I for one will be participating in full, with both a sunrise ritual to honor the growth and manifestations in my life these past 6 months, as well as a sunset ritual to dedicate myself to purposeful intentions for the next 6 months.

My personal Summer Solstice Rituals plan

Decoding the Signs

Already I’ve noticed something quite spectacular about the timing of my rituals today. There is a numerological theme. Both the time of sunrise and sunset here in my hometown reduce to 13/4.

I absolutely LOVE seeing patterns. I don’t believe in accidents or coincidences so they immediately stand out to me as signs and synchronicities. I also have a soft spot for numerology because it was the first form of divination I was ever called to.

This combination of numbers is potent and powerful. The 13 is a karmic number, and though it can often be met with resistance, it symbolizes great transformational potential. 1 is a number representing independence or the individual, and 3 a number of unbridled creativity – together these numbers can indicate that there is a need for personal manifestation.

13 is a call to come into your strength, revoke the excuses or justifications of your past, and step fully into the purpose of your destiny. I’m sure you can see why some might shy away from it. In its challenge for you to grow, there is an acknowledgment of having obstacles or set backs to overcome. For those unwilling to drop their ignorance and accept responsibility for their mastery, this number is an unwelcome and uncomfortable energy. Yet, for those of us already on our path of optimization, 13 is an accelerator, adding fuel to our already molten burning will to change ourselves and the world.

4 is a beautiful number as well, and not as turbulent as the 13. In fact, to some, 4 can be considered quite dull. It is the number of foundation and order.

Following the 13, I do not see this 4 as boring at all though – in fact, I believe it is just the opposite, especially for Summer Solstice. Just as we are putting to rest the chaotic efforts of the waxing energy of the past 6 months and replacing it with the waining energy of devotion and discipline for our purposeful intentions of the next 6 months, the 4 is following/completing the energy of the 13 in similar fashion. How synchronous indeed.

Enjoying the Magnificence

It is in this bliss of recognition that I begin my day and my observance. What a blessing to feel wrapped up in the divine and cosmic tapestry, in which every thread is meticulously and mindfully woven into place. What peace. What assurance. What appreciation and joy.

It is with this resonance of awe that I begin my rituals today, and it is with this same reverence that I will end my rituals this evening as well. In the blessing of a magickal life, I wish you all the same wonder and enchantments of today, for always.

*One of those meditative visions while in the jungle (in 2018, not this past visit) learning how to remember Mayryanna*

Beneath the ocean, surrounded by endless blue
I met a humpback who taught me to dance true
and we both sang aloud under water together
twirling hand in fin; swell bubbles and glimmer

Then, a Whale Shark who showed me gliding
like liquid through currents, just under surface
Our movement magickal, no effort or trying
We traversed all distance but forgot all time

Finally, I faced a Great White, both motionless
calmly, he stared me down; intently, I stared too
both finally bending, only to rest our foreheads
peacefully placing our third eyes together

When I came back to dry land
I wasn’t sure where I had been,
what had I been given and how?
Still seated on the Shaman’s floor

I thanked the guides heartily
with prayers and meditation
and saved my wild curiosity
with no fear of my hesitation

Upon my healing, Shaman blew
Conch bellowing all around me
The ocean waves rhythm too –
salt and water blood echoing

“You carry the song of the ocean
Waves still dance in your heart
Adventures are your Homeland
Make peace with your power”

“Huuuecckkeghhh-ughhh… HUUUECKKEGHHH!” My whole body shakes as I purge violently into my bucket. There’s nothing in my stomach anymore, the Aya has moved through my system and I’m just emitting bile now. My mouth tastes sour and bitter but I can’t drink water yet… Everytime I open my eyes I feel dizzy and ungrounded by their inability to focus as infinite geometric fractals take over my surroundings. “Thank you mama… thank you.”

The House of Masters – Imiloa Institute, Costa Rica

With eyes closed, falling back onto my sweat-soaked mattress next to more than 30 other friends (who were just strangers days ago) on the yoga deck in the Costa Rican jungle, I begin to undergo visuals of exponentially greater intensity and depth once more. I’ve been journeying for what seems like days, but really only an hour or two had passed. I am transported beyond the boundaries of my perception, into the space of existence where the overwhelming unity of Source converges and separation completely dissolves. Pachamama revealing the intricacies of her boundless power and love in every variety of expression.

Image Credit: Fuego Brew Co., Dominical Costa Rica

This is our second Ayahuasca ceremony on this retreat and it had been nothing like my first experience last year or my experience during this week’s first ceremony. My intention this time was “expansiveness” and oh did I recieved it fully. Laying there, feeling as though every cell in my body were vibrating, I pondered drinking a second cup of the medicine – though even the thought made me feel as if I might die.

“This,” I thought, “this I how I conquer fear…” Preparing myself to accept the challenge whilst Pachamama soothingly comforted me in the back of my mind, “you can drink if you want, but you don’t have to,” I knew, the answers to my intention laid just beyond this fear. I had to push my limit and drink again.

Image Credit: Fuego Brew Co., Dominical Costa Rica

The second cup was gritty, filled with remnants of the holy vine. I braced myself add I returned to my mattress… But nothing happened. I felt better – actually, I felt amazing.

I would still be journeying for about 4 more hours, and it would remain full of psychedelic wonder and more purging, but I was able to regain some grace. I felt strong. I felt proud.

I would under go a series of “downloads” the rest of the night, receiving divine messages about my life, my purpose and my path. My future became clear. My past, my excuses and my fears now all obsolete.

During the night I would visit my loved ones, both alive and dead, to express my gratitude, love and even my grief. “It is an honor to mourn you,” would become a mantra as I kissed the faces of friends and family who had long gone. “Thank you, thank you, thank you,” falling evermore from my tongue.

I kissed monsters and communed with the goddess in her ever-changing forms. My heart was opened to the endless expanses of possibility and I gained new appreciation for the spaces of infinity and creation that are Pachamama’s domain. I experienced true, unbridled and uncontained power, drinking deep of endless glories.

It was so hard.

It was so ugly.

It was so divine.

It was so beautiful.

I wish for a world where everyone understands that discomfort is the price of legendary. And fear is just growth coming to get you.

~ Robin S. Sharma

So, I’m trying something different. I have just gotten the opportunity to go read poetry at a burner festival next week! Given that my last trip resulted in messy blog posting due to inconsistent cell service and WiFi accessibility, I am going to be creating extra and scheduling posts this week to be published while I’m at the festival. So, this is a test post of sorts, to see how things will go.

With my retreat coming up, it will be nice to have this system worked through already too because I will be largely avoiding all internet/connections while I’m am there, even if they are available. Yay for adventures in daily blogging! And special thanks to my friend and fellow blogger Maria at Made in Cosmos for her example of this posting technique.

The glory of a soul-filled day

I’m good and tired, more in my body than my mind. It’s a nice change that’s been ever creeping in on my life. Working out early mornings with my friend 2-3 times a week (including this morning) and fitting in local hikes here and there for the past few weeks (including a birthday hike up Bailey Mountain last night)… Beginning my Sadhana and dieta today… Getting back to yoga for the first time today… Well, now I’m very sore!

I don’t now how I managed to pile all of these things together in less than 24 hours, but it was my birthday yesterday and I did have people telling me to do whatever I want… I’m just not used to wanting all that activity!

Don’t get me wrong, this energy change and focus shift was fabulous, but… I’m not used to it.

And I haven’t been this sore in a while! Speaking of…

Unwinding creatively

Since I had the opportunity (and got curious about making a video with Canva), I give you an even clearer glimpse into my life, my audaciously vulnerable charms and how I creatively layer meaning and intention into my experiences. Join me for my Ritual Bath this evening (last night, haha – my awkward attachment to honesty amuses me):