Trembling, afraid
I cower in the shadows

Feeling the booming
of ancient, endless voice

It calls to me in bellows
knocking me off my feet

the tenacity of its power
leaving me to bow eternally 



“Shakti, COME FORTH”
I am called into the magick

“Bhajan, SING!”
My voice emerges, rising –

Surprised by the echos
Divinity pouring from my mouth

Tears fall from my eyes
as all feeling consumes my heart



The pain lifts as melodies
soulful and deep as cavernous wounds

The joy of transformation follows
like the delicate whispers of bird songs

A feeling of expansion emanating
empty space ever growing in my chest

My heart encompassing all of it
even those things I desperately tried to forget



Further still, penetrating my center –
from within the hot, golden will of my destiny

Sounds of purification and laughter
songs of broken, healed and longing let be

The wind and tunes all tumble
escaping finally from their cage of fear

Suddenly, as though forever
I am again as I was always meant to be



“Shakti Bhajan, claim your birthright”
I hear as I am guided into astral ceremony 

To the temple of my own discovery
where mayryanna lays on the sacrificial stone

I see her there, so brilliantly clear
all her conditions and grooming laid bare

Watching as the song I sing
releases her limits into the ether, leaving me



I watch the trauma of little May
her confusion and pain all melting away

I see the hatred and anger of grief
as self-inflicted wounds of youth still bleed

I witness the poison of codependency
festering and fighting against the purge

Singing a song of terrors, all –
at once and again consumed by Love



Finally, her whole being dissolved
mayryanna was lifted into the heavens

Golden-rainbow dust foating
up from where her brokenness let go

No pain, no fear, no justification
simply a returning to sacred bliss

And as I watched her leave
I found within me her memories, reclaimed

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